That’s why I’m talking about it now. Not to convince anyone or argue beliefs. But because this is what actually happened to me after she died. Everything changed when I realized she still existed. That she wasn’t gone. And that I could build a new kind of relationship with her on the other side of all that pain. That is what helped me start healing. Not someone’s opinion. But real experiences I couldn’t ignore. I’m sharing this for anyone who needs it. Especially the guys who feel like they’re c